SHU VUN!
Shuv, my girlfriend!
met shuv sometime in 2001. that was form 3. First seen her from cikgu normah's tuition and noticed her used to b wearing a ring on the middle toe. She was always sittin at the seat right in from of a window and to her left was the clever adeline and to her right, the always noisy woei chien, while myself, su n mei ann at a small table spending our time off talking n not tuitioning much. We nvr talked back then. I had that motion tho but chances were not there. Found her rather interesting but did not dare to initiate to talk to her..(Can't be using the same approach i used on Su in Form 1!) hahaha
Half a decade gone by and nvr thought I would meet her again but we did! it was at Brunei no.1 "hotspot", The Mall! Introduced proudly to us by fellow skl, eve. Then went on to shisha...After that we hang out quite often, at gripps, taurean, gadong n etc
Interesting section! I'm just gonna be very honest here as to convey my feelings so hope no one is thinking I'm being too offensive or made up of too much ego :) Things become really tricky when I found out Shuv did like me! My initial reaction was rather naive..Guess cos i didn't know her well..I even kept telling some of my friends i will not like her..very very primitive way of thinking..tsk shameful idea!! But we got along well. Its actually quite fun but knowing the fact that she liked me, it makes me feel like keeping a fair distance from her..rather surreal ways to things like this.
Reaching uk, She brought me round London and because of how I did not just want to hang out with her alone, i actually brought Wai Cheung along =P hahaha I'm sure shuv isn't dumb to realise it and I'm pretty aware of how it affected shuv..there's nothing much I could really do to be honest so was just hanging on in there and keeping it unspoken yet apparent. sending that sorry-i-dun-like-you message the best possible way.
As we move on, we get along better. The usual msn and webcams connect us to each other happily and we clicked. All was good and fair till the day when she came to lufbra! Cindy, Remember the day i met you during Nottingham Games? That very night before (Friday), spicy things happened. You know what i mean and it happened again on sat night. hahaha..its not something to be laughed at. I know it hurt her a lot. I not only said things that hurt her but cruelly did what I've done. Felt miserable for quite a while and it eventually managed to unbother me. I felt really bad but there's nothing else i can do except promising myself and her i will never do it again :)
That was really some hardcore revelations! anyway moving on..I started to fall for her as i got to discover more of the real her. Seen the really amazing of her from the msn chats of serious talks and humble revelations, and particularly the eurotrip!
There are a lot of people out there who dun give very good first impressions and i have to admit shuv is one of those bunch. I thought she was loud back then. Sometimes i feel like she's saying things too quickly without thinking it over..i guess the harsh comments do not sound as mean as how she actually means it.
Shuv worries a hell lot about meeting my family n friends. hahahaha told her a dozen not to! I would describe shuv as a girl with two faces. One is to portray herself to d others and d other is to keeping it to herself. Its really interesting to see how a girl like her could carry herself so well without giving others the hint of what she really is feeling..This is deep..Let's not venture in there.
A lot of you out there have not met shuv face-to-face. In time, we all will! My task here is to introduce to you briefly who she is the not-mushy way:
1. She dress up in all sorts of varieties and still manage to pull them all off really well
2. She understands me and always tying to make things up to me (except a couple of force-me-to-london thingy =P)
3. She is very sensible. She has her ways to approach things her way which I do feel is the best possible way
4. She can make the most hilarious faces
5. She treats me the way i need and want her to
6. She loves and values every single person around her
7. She's really open minded and can express herself with ease
8. She is simple, personality-wise
9. She is currently catching up with Grey's anatomy, one tree hill and America's next top model. Even German's next top model as well
10. She loves to imitate my words, poses n naohia
Its getting too long n i shall call it off. It's really amazing how things can change. Basically shuv touched my heart, sparked my body, reached into my soul and i know i will always feel complete by her side..
Hao (",)
met shuv sometime in 2001. that was form 3. First seen her from cikgu normah's tuition and noticed her used to b wearing a ring on the middle toe. She was always sittin at the seat right in from of a window and to her left was the clever adeline and to her right, the always noisy woei chien, while myself, su n mei ann at a small table spending our time off talking n not tuitioning much. We nvr talked back then. I had that motion tho but chances were not there. Found her rather interesting but did not dare to initiate to talk to her..(Can't be using the same approach i used on Su in Form 1!) hahaha
Half a decade gone by and nvr thought I would meet her again but we did! it was at Brunei no.1 "hotspot", The Mall! Introduced proudly to us by fellow skl, eve. Then went on to shisha...After that we hang out quite often, at gripps, taurean, gadong n etc
Interesting section! I'm just gonna be very honest here as to convey my feelings so hope no one is thinking I'm being too offensive or made up of too much ego :) Things become really tricky when I found out Shuv did like me! My initial reaction was rather naive..Guess cos i didn't know her well..I even kept telling some of my friends i will not like her..very very primitive way of thinking..tsk shameful idea!! But we got along well. Its actually quite fun but knowing the fact that she liked me, it makes me feel like keeping a fair distance from her..rather surreal ways to things like this.
Reaching uk, She brought me round London and because of how I did not just want to hang out with her alone, i actually brought Wai Cheung along =P hahaha I'm sure shuv isn't dumb to realise it and I'm pretty aware of how it affected shuv..there's nothing much I could really do to be honest so was just hanging on in there and keeping it unspoken yet apparent. sending that sorry-i-dun-like-you message the best possible way.
As we move on, we get along better. The usual msn and webcams connect us to each other happily and we clicked. All was good and fair till the day when she came to lufbra! Cindy, Remember the day i met you during Nottingham Games? That very night before (Friday), spicy things happened. You know what i mean and it happened again on sat night. hahaha..its not something to be laughed at. I know it hurt her a lot. I not only said things that hurt her but cruelly did what I've done. Felt miserable for quite a while and it eventually managed to unbother me. I felt really bad but there's nothing else i can do except promising myself and her i will never do it again :)
That was really some hardcore revelations! anyway moving on..I started to fall for her as i got to discover more of the real her. Seen the really amazing of her from the msn chats of serious talks and humble revelations, and particularly the eurotrip!
There are a lot of people out there who dun give very good first impressions and i have to admit shuv is one of those bunch. I thought she was loud back then. Sometimes i feel like she's saying things too quickly without thinking it over..i guess the harsh comments do not sound as mean as how she actually means it.
Shuv worries a hell lot about meeting my family n friends. hahahaha told her a dozen not to! I would describe shuv as a girl with two faces. One is to portray herself to d others and d other is to keeping it to herself. Its really interesting to see how a girl like her could carry herself so well without giving others the hint of what she really is feeling..This is deep..Let's not venture in there.
A lot of you out there have not met shuv face-to-face. In time, we all will! My task here is to introduce to you briefly who she is the not-mushy way:
1. She dress up in all sorts of varieties and still manage to pull them all off really well
2. She understands me and always tying to make things up to me (except a couple of force-me-to-london thingy =P)
3. She is very sensible. She has her ways to approach things her way which I do feel is the best possible way
4. She can make the most hilarious faces
5. She treats me the way i need and want her to
6. She loves and values every single person around her
7. She's really open minded and can express herself with ease
8. She is simple, personality-wise
9. She is currently catching up with Grey's anatomy, one tree hill and America's next top model. Even German's next top model as well
10. She loves to imitate my words, poses n naohia
Its getting too long n i shall call it off. It's really amazing how things can change. Basically shuv touched my heart, sparked my body, reached into my soul and i know i will always feel complete by her side..
Hao (",)
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